05 - Fixated Feeling

Ariyatha pilla choriumbo Ariyam  (people feel it only when they experience it)
(are ee at ah  pill uh)
(car ee oom bow  are ee ahm)
 
let me color the scene
while you sit dream of it
there’s a storm outside
and inside I’m feelin it
 
deep in the  background
something stirs my awareness
I care for a second
then let it fall to careless
 
the sitars blend into
nag champa smoke
I sit and sip my coffee
while I reflect on folks
 
I’ve seen in the past
but people fall away fast
kinda like this moment
and ho w I’m so relaxed
 
the rain is falling
and I’m watching it crawling
down the windows
to pool up at the bottom
 
if there’s a problem
it’s that moment
can’t last any longer
 
if there’s a wish
it’s that I could stay here
and let my mind wander
 
ima pack up this feeling
and all these memories
for the next time I’m dealing
with stress and sapped energy
 
this is the kind of place I could live forever
I sit and sip my drink and enjoy the weather
 
Ariyatha pilla choriumbo Ariyam
(are ee at ah    pill uh)
(car ee oom bow    are ee ahm)
 
I grab feeling and take care to keep it perfect
I search for meaning each day I know I must be worth it
I find a failing purpose and try so hard to promote it
I’m usually drowning in the current but right now I’m floating
 
 
I watch the spirits waft thru the rain drops
I gleam a little glimpse each time they make a stop
I breathe in all the world
and just hurl myself into it
I need to make sure
I don’t forgot why I’m living it
 
I need to imprint these times into my everything
I need to regret the very second
I let it slip from me
I dip down into my soul
and pull out a part of history
I travel time to a place less misery
here my mind can make sense
of madness and calamity
straining the very
confines of sadness and reality
you think it’s natural to pass
days in this fashion
I think it’s insane to
spend even one day
without passion
 
the breeze tells me
this storm isn’t nearly over
the leaves detaching
tell me you might wanna take cover
the lightning strikes
and frightens all the lovers
but settles in the hearts
of the ones who need each other
 
Ariyatha pilla choriumbo Ariyam
(are ee at ah    pill uh)
(car ee oom bow    are ee ahm)
 
I grab feeling and take care to keep it perfect
I search for meaning each day I know I must be worth it
I find a failing purpose and try so hard to promote it
I’m usually drowning in the current but right now I’m floating
 
I can’t be bothered right at this moment
even tho I’m not doing anything
especially potent
I dote upon the present
with a presence of
shared essence
 
I share a little
spirit with anyone
who cares to feel its blessing
 
I feel a deeper meaning
just beaming out of
the stereo
I see a steeper incline
than my life has ever
dared to know
 
I’m staring still
and standing without
much help
I’m planning on moving
but these visions
have my hand held
 
you can keep on talking
but I’m not listening
I’m too filled
I’m thrilled to the teeth
that I can witness
these sheets of rain
on a day when
I earlier I felt weak
I can take all that pain
and let it fall to the streets
 
I can empty my veins
and feel the loss of heat
but for once I don’t want to
I just want to sit here
and experience this moment
ethereal in the nether
can I take this memory with me
and keep it in me forever
 
Ariyatha pilla choriumbo Ariyam
(are ee at ah    pill uh)
(car ee oom bow    are ee ahm)
 
I grab feeling and take care to keep it perfect
I search for meaning each day I know I must be worth it
I find a failing purpose and try so hard to promote it
I’m usually drowning in the current but right now I’m floating

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